Thanks, Shawn, for your reply and kind comments. As for how long it took me to realize that there were others out there that had the smoking fetish, the answer is "a long time" to say the least! As for the exact year, that would be 1997. Since I really started getting turned on by a female smoking in the summer of 1985, that would make it about 12 years! I started browsing the web in 1997. I checked out many normal "sex" sites. I would hop from site to site via the links. One day I came across a "fetish" links page. One of the listed fetish catagories was smoking. That opened the door and I soon realized that there were others out there. Other than what I have written in my posts, I really don't have any idea of why I developed the fetish. If you had told me back when I was 16 years old that one day I would find females smoking a "turn-on" I would have thought you were crazy! I was an only child, but my folks did not neglect me in any way. They were always there, and I do mean for everything. I often desired more time alone than I actually had. So I don't think the "isolation" theory would apply to me.What kind of pics did you have in hidden in a shoebox? I'm thinking cigarette ads or maybe some pics out of some fashion and women's magazines. Or did you take some candids at the "beach" with a camera?
Thanks again for your post.
