It's a very good question Tim ! My mom was a smoker until I was around 12 yo. Maybe this fact as something to do with my smoking fetish, I really dont know... Maybe it's a Freud's psycho kind of thing ! Who knows ? But the first smoking fetish moment that I can recall is about one of my babysitter ! Again, I was probably 12 yo and she was smoking in our house sitting on a couch. She was lookin so hot with her cigarette ! I remember, I was struck by this scene... I couldn't watch elsewhere while she was smoking ! She seem to enjoy so much her cigarette that it was really really hot to watch...
So, my babysitter had something to do with my fetish, but for my mom, I dont know ! Maybe unconsciously...
Another memory is again around 12 when I was at a public place and I was watching a women who had a very hot smoking style ! She was smoking her cigarette with always double or triple drags (and maybe more as I can recall) ! Again, I was struck by her ! It was so hot to see...
I've never forget those early fetish memory !
