Yes, smoking really does make me happy. I guess that's what it is all about. I've been a very heavy smoker for several years now, and I feel just wonderful and very happy about it. Setting these kinds of goals kinda excites me in a strange way, just looking forward to getting more of that pleasure. I understand what you mean about "smokey sensuality", and I do like the idea of putting on a show for guys sometimes, and that's one of the really awesome things about talking with all of you, but that's not the reason for my smoking, really. Smoking itself is also an awesomely powerful thing to me, and the feeling of nicotine is something I adore so very much. I know it's crazy, but I like it, so I do it. And I want to do it more. Can you blame me ?