One of the times it happened to me was at a bar. As I attempted to pick up on a beautiful woman she slowly and deeply dragged on her cigarette, she then blew smoke right in my face, rolled her eyes, and turned her pretty head. Talk about non-verbal communication!

It all happened so fast yet it was a moment I'll never forget. Everything about it was so intense. First it catches you by surprise. Next, I remember the motion of it all, having smoke blown right at your face is such a different experience than breathing sidestream smoke. It felt so violating, especially when her smoke went into my eyes.

It was not only the physical sensations I remember, it was so humiliating. It was the ultimate form of rejection, nothing else could have matched that. The fact that she was sitting with her hot girlfriend made it all the more humiliating.

I felt so turned on yet also hurt and rejected, such an interesting combination of emotions. I sat down a few tables away and drank my beer. I saw the lady who blew smoke in my face chainsmoke with her girlfriend. She looked like a Goddess to me, an unobtainable Goddess.