There is no doubt in my mind that my fetish came from my mom smoking. My mom was never a heavy smoker. She would smoke a few in the morning with her coffee and then just a few more thru out the day.

My best memories are when I was around five or six years old. I would sit on her lap after breakfast and remember her smelling like coffee and her smoke. Also, around that same time, I would sit in her lap after lunch as she smoked. I really liked watching her inhale and then exhale the smoke while sitting on her lap.

When I was in the 3rd grade, mom switched from smoking Viceroys to VS. I didnt know it at the time, but I guess the Viceroys were very strong and she switched to the weaker VS. I really liked at that time watching her smoke those.