But the first smoking fetish moment that I can recall is about one of my babysitter ! Again, I was probably 12 yo and she was smoking in our house sitting on a couch. She was lookin so hot with her cigarette ! I remember, I was struck by this scene... I couldn't watch elsewhere while she was smoking ! She seem to enjoy so much her cigarette that it was really really hot to watch...

So, my babysitter had something to do with my fetish, but for my mom, I dont know ! Maybe unconsciously...

Another memory is again around 12 when I was at a public place and I was watching a women who had a very hot smoking style ! She was smoking her cigarette with always double or triple drags (and maybe more as I can recall) ! Again, I was struck by her ! It was so hot to see...